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There’s a version of you that everyone sees.

She’s capable. She’s dependable. She shows up, follows through, and holds it all together. People lean on her. She lets them. She wouldn’t have it any other way.

And yet, somewhere underneath all of that, she is very, very tired.

I’m not talking lazy-tired, or “I need a vacation” tired. I describe it as soul-tired. The kind of tired that sleep doesn’t fix. And most women experiencing it have no idea why it’s happening.

If you know exactly what I mean — welcome. I’ve been waiting for you.

I’m D’Layne. And I write for the woman no one worries about.

I’m a registered nurse, nervous system coach, and breathwork facilitator who has spent years helping women understand why their bodies feel stuck in survival mode. I created Smiling But Spiraling because I kept meeting the same woman over and over — in my work, in my life, and in the mirror.

She looks completely fine on the outside. But she is barely holding it together on the inside.

She’s not dramatic about it. She won’t admit how challenging it really feels. She calls it “being busy.” She calls it “just a stressful season.” She says, “I’m fine, just a little stressed.”

I’m going to tell you something that you really need to hear: You deserve more. And no, you’re not imagining how heavy it feels.

Why your body won’t let you relax (even when nothing is “wrong”)

When you’re a high-achieving, over-functioning woman who has spent years being the responsible one, your body stops believing that calm is safe.

There isn’t anything wrong with you.

Your nervous system is doing exactly what you trained it to do: anticipate everything and stay ready.

The problem is that our bodies aren’t meant to be ready all the time. Living that way slowly drains your energy and leaves you running on empty.

That’s why I created this space.

I don’t want to add more to your list. I want to help you understand why putting things down feels so hard — and what to actually do about it.

If that sounds like something you need, you may want to subscribe so you don’t miss what’s coming next.

What you’ll find here every week

This isn’t a productivity newsletter. It’s not toxic positivity dressed up in pretty fonts. And it’s not a place where we talk endlessly about problems without ever doing anything about them.

Some weeks you’ll get nervous system science explained in plain language. Other weeks it’s a tool you can try immediately. I’ll also share personal stories — and stories from other over-functioning women I know.

I value raw honesty and vulnerability. That’s what you’ll find here.

Think of this as my love letter to the woman who has read every self-help book and still can’t figure out why she can’t just relax.

If you’ve ever thought:

• “Why can’t I just stop people-pleasing?”

• “I’m so tired of being the responsible one.”

• “I don’t even know what I want anymore.”

• “Is this just how life is now?”

We’re going to talk about all of it.

One thing before you go

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Now it’s your turn.

What’s the one habit or pattern you wish you could stop — but somehow keep falling back into?

Tell me in the comments.

People-pleasing? Over-explaining? Saying yes when your whole body means no? Lying awake at 2 a.m. replaying a conversation from three years ago?

Whatever it is — say it here. I read every single one.

There’s something powerful about finally naming the thing you’ve been carrying alone.

You don’t have to keep holding it by yourself.

That’s kind of the whole point of being here.

💛

D’Layne